Dark clouds

Most of my patients are quite aged and, inevitably, frail with myriads of potential life-threatening conditions. Every day, after my shift is over, I found myself finger-crossed, hoping that nothing will happen overnight and that I could see them again tomorrow and discharge them soon. Receiving handover reports of patient passed away from the night-cover doctor; not a nice experience, and definitely not the first thing you want to hear in the morning.

To cure; sometimes.

To comfort; always.

Oh well, life goes on. 

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"If you don't like seeing patients, then perhaps you don't like doing medicine at all..." Dr. R

Perhaps.

Subhanallah. Tajdid niat.

Al-fatihah.

Al-fatihah untuk Allahyarham Mat Sagar, bapa kepada tunang saya, Siti Saliza Bt Mat Sagar.

Moga ruhnya ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang soleh.

Kepada Cik Siti Saliza sekeluarga, tabahkan hati, teruskan berdoa dan beramal soleh, kerana sesungguhnya doa dan amal anak-anak yang soleh dan solehah itu tidak putus-putus memberi pahala kepada ibu bapa, di dunia dan di alam sana.

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# mempertimbangkan untuk balik berkerja di Malaysia tahun depan.

Mohon hidayahNya.

Menu klasik

Menu klasik makan malam hari ini:

Nasi putih.

Kepak ayam goreng kunyit.

Sup telur dan sayur.

Makanan hidang panas. Home-made.


Tadaa..

Kredit gambar

Sekian dari bujang Malaya,

Dr. Fitri, Dr. Adam.

Let's go!

I guess, my mission now is to prove that I deserve what I've earned.

To Allah SWT, to Ummah. InshaAllah.

Allahu ghayahtuna.

Ya muqallibal qulub, tsabbit qulubana ala dinik wa ta'atiq.


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*Drum roll

All right, I'll stay.

=)

Khyber Pass

This moment deserves an entry on its own.

Should I continue, or should I go back.

Not too late.

Or is it too early?




Dear God, help me.